What It Isn't

I'm still sorting out thoughts and emotions here. I thought I'd try figuring out what's happening by looking at it backwards.

What I'm dealing with is not...

A new way of "experiencing" God that has moved me to a new level beyond all the "regular" Christians. And trust me...I haven't reached some amazing level where I'm suddenly sinless!

A sudden epiphany that will fade in a couple days and not leave me changed (I hope...but already I'm finding some changes in how I'm thinking and reacting).

Based only on emotion. It's a combination of understanding and emotion...but being me, the emotion is harder to deal with, so it comes up more frequently.

Okay, that's all I have for today.